Another Day In Paradise

I'm considering rebooting my blog here, considering the last two entries were quite douchebaggy and me just saying random thoughts of the moment type shit. This time around i might actually start doing this not only more often but also a bit more in-depth. Thanks to M. for giving me hope that blogging can still actually feel good.

"But why the FUCK are you writing in English, Madis?"
I'll tell you why. First of all, I wanna keep my magical powers of speaking English at an acceptable level and also, English is a better match for blogging than Estonian is.

Oh and cunt is too good of a word not to use every chance I get.

So, let's get started shall we?

The world is a weird place to be in, not only is every single person fucked up in the head, but they also think what they do is normal.
Alot of my friends for example, do these weird over the top things to either get in to, or hold on to a relationship. They go through huge pains just in the name of another human being, who in return, will fuck them in the ass with a dildo they found at an abandoned building somewhere in Paldiski.

Maybe I'm stupid, but is sex seriously good enough of a reason to get mindfucked every god damn day?

It almost seems like having one night stands in todays world is actually a BETTER choice since one night stands never include any stupid problems of him/her calling you a stupid piece of shit when they're drunk.

Now, if you want to tell me that you stay in that same clusterfuck of a relationship because of the more positive personal times you have together then fuck you, that's what friends are for.

Now, the weird part about me ranting about this, is that I actually have never been in a serious relationship. Reasons for that being that for the most part of my life I've been an ugly bastard and now, I just don't really care.

Though I'm afraid things might change in the near future, quite afraid actually, but in a positive way.

There are a lot of things I'd love to rant about right now, the retarded education system here, there and everywhere. The de-evolution happening to music today(with some exceptions ofcourse). The fact that everybody says that newborns are cute, no they're not, they look like aliens. I could go on and on, but I won't.

There is one thing I do kind of want to talk about though.

The over-negative overreactions everybody have about everything.
Whenever anything bad happens to you, you DON'T have to act like your life is over and you can never live on like this. What the fuck is the matter with you?
Seriously, your girlfriend left you, and you're whining about never being able to live without her again. Dude, you were with her for like 3 months, are you fucking 3 months old? NO! You're just fucking retarded.
Not only relationships cause these stupid reactions though. Some people are just so negative that whenever anything bad happens to them, they switch on the auto-pilot for negativity and just make up stories of how absolutely everything that has ever happened to them has been bad, that nothing good has ever happened to them and never will happen to them.
People should understand that absolutely everything has both positive and negative effects on your life.

For example: your pet dies.

Negative: Your pet dies. Positive: Your parents will give you a lollipop/bottle of vodka

See, it's simple.

So, now to the "what's going on in my life" part of this thing.

Well, last couple of weeks have been refreshing, I've met some interesting new people, two of them I'm going to meet again this weekend, good, good. Alcohol consumption has been held to a normal height for me, not having anything to do for too many days is quite bad if you hate alcohol, thank god I don't hate alcohol. By the way, you're only an alcoholic when your mind is not in the real world with your body, but only in the alcohol, that hasn't happened to me yet.
Also, still missing Veronika a lot, kind of getting used to it though, knowing that I'll see her soon seems to take the negatives away from everything.
Oh and the fact that I started to converse with M. is one of the more refreshing things in a long while. Actually makes me feel like new person. That's an over-exaguration ofcourse but fuck it, I don't care, there's something in her that affects me in a positive way, and I haven't even fucking seen her yet. Some people you've seen many times you don't even care are there. She's the exact opposite. Life is still good, it still is, it still is.

Oh and Shining is fucking awesome.
And before I forget...cunt.