Devil in Disguise

Well, can't sleep, what a surprise that is.
The fact that actually waking up at 5 doesn't even feel good, even worse is that now you pretty much HAVE to stay up 'til the morning.

And most people are sound asleep.




Weird how his voice is actually so close to Elvis'.

Thought about ideas for this blog before. I'm probably going to start reviewing new albums I'm in to, which means I'm not going to have any negative reviews here. Actually no, there might be some. I'm also going to start reviewing albums by bands I have loved before, and since I might not like their new album then I'll probably bash it.
Ofcourse I don't even have that many followers who would actually read the reviews, but I guess I'll just do those for myself then.

Can't wait for Download. I'm actually even kind of glad that Rabarock is cancelled this year, otherwise me and Deep wouldn't have gotten this idea to go to England for Download this year. Some interesting bands announced already.
I'm mostly excited for bands like Deftones, Rage Against The Machine, Them Crooked Vultures, Stone Sour and Lamb of God. Though there are some nice acts rumoured to be there too, like Coheed and Cambria, The Dillinger Escape Plan, Job For A Cowboy etc.

Haha, Kardinal Offishal feat. Rihanna - Numba 1 (Tide is high) is a cool song, though with somebody else substituting Rihanna it would actually be good as well.
Oh actually the single version has Keri Hilson. Word.

Started watching wrestling again.
It's funny cause I now watch it for completely different reasons than I did when I was a child. I mean, then I watched it for the action, for the technical and high flying abilities of the wrestlers and all that. Now I watch it for the hilarity of the storylines. They're even cheesier than Full House. Still feel a little weirded out because of how much I still know about wrestling though.



Lissu played me that song, hate her for that.

Watched the movie The Invention of Lying starring Ricky Gervais (one of the funniest guys ever) with Deep the other day.
The whole concept of the movie is perfect, but I started thinking. If we would have a world without lying, none of us would be friends with eachother.
Here's the reason, the whole concept of friendships is based on lies, you start conversing with people you might like when it comes to appearance(unless you're drunk), even with people of the same gender, because I'm pretty sure you're not going to talk to a dirty bum about music. Then you find out that you like some of the same things, okay, good enough. Now after a while though, you need to start lying to them. For instance, your buddy has a new ugly girlfriend.
"She's hot isn't she?"

"OFCOURSE she is!"

See, it's simple. And these kinds of white lies are the whole basis of what a friendship is until you feel comfortable enough with eachother to absolutely tell the truth about everything, but that usually is never going to happen without the middle white lies part.

Can't believe I forgot about this song for so long.

Just noticed that I'm not swearing as much as I did in my last post. I guess I don't care about ranting today, it's been a very slow day today. Or night, whatever.

Actually no, now that I think about it, I do have something to rant about.
Why do some people hate swearing, seriously, especially in todays world where the freedom of speech is so much applauded. Like, why?
I can understand that in some situations swearing isn't a good thing, but in everyday life, swearing is the best thing for stress release. Just saying "fucking" infront anything will help you not only make your point clearer, but also helps you yourself live more in to the sentence.

I fucking hate you!
This album fucking rocks!

Justin Bieber is a fucking twat!

Swearing is a gift to us from god, though god himself is a fucking lie.

See what I did there?

Bill Hicks knew his shit.

Yes he did.

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Another Day In Paradise

I'm considering rebooting my blog here, considering the last two entries were quite douchebaggy and me just saying random thoughts of the moment type shit. This time around i might actually start doing this not only more often but also a bit more in-depth. Thanks to M. for giving me hope that blogging can still actually feel good.

"But why the FUCK are you writing in English, Madis?"
I'll tell you why. First of all, I wanna keep my magical powers of speaking English at an acceptable level and also, English is a better match for blogging than Estonian is.

Oh and cunt is too good of a word not to use every chance I get.

So, let's get started shall we?

The world is a weird place to be in, not only is every single person fucked up in the head, but they also think what they do is normal.
Alot of my friends for example, do these weird over the top things to either get in to, or hold on to a relationship. They go through huge pains just in the name of another human being, who in return, will fuck them in the ass with a dildo they found at an abandoned building somewhere in Paldiski.

Maybe I'm stupid, but is sex seriously good enough of a reason to get mindfucked every god damn day?

It almost seems like having one night stands in todays world is actually a BETTER choice since one night stands never include any stupid problems of him/her calling you a stupid piece of shit when they're drunk.

Now, if you want to tell me that you stay in that same clusterfuck of a relationship because of the more positive personal times you have together then fuck you, that's what friends are for.

Now, the weird part about me ranting about this, is that I actually have never been in a serious relationship. Reasons for that being that for the most part of my life I've been an ugly bastard and now, I just don't really care.

Though I'm afraid things might change in the near future, quite afraid actually, but in a positive way.

There are a lot of things I'd love to rant about right now, the retarded education system here, there and everywhere. The de-evolution happening to music today(with some exceptions ofcourse). The fact that everybody says that newborns are cute, no they're not, they look like aliens. I could go on and on, but I won't.

There is one thing I do kind of want to talk about though.

The over-negative overreactions everybody have about everything.
Whenever anything bad happens to you, you DON'T have to act like your life is over and you can never live on like this. What the fuck is the matter with you?
Seriously, your girlfriend left you, and you're whining about never being able to live without her again. Dude, you were with her for like 3 months, are you fucking 3 months old? NO! You're just fucking retarded.
Not only relationships cause these stupid reactions though. Some people are just so negative that whenever anything bad happens to them, they switch on the auto-pilot for negativity and just make up stories of how absolutely everything that has ever happened to them has been bad, that nothing good has ever happened to them and never will happen to them.
People should understand that absolutely everything has both positive and negative effects on your life.

For example: your pet dies.

Negative: Your pet dies. Positive: Your parents will give you a lollipop/bottle of vodka

See, it's simple.

So, now to the "what's going on in my life" part of this thing.

Well, last couple of weeks have been refreshing, I've met some interesting new people, two of them I'm going to meet again this weekend, good, good. Alcohol consumption has been held to a normal height for me, not having anything to do for too many days is quite bad if you hate alcohol, thank god I don't hate alcohol. By the way, you're only an alcoholic when your mind is not in the real world with your body, but only in the alcohol, that hasn't happened to me yet.
Also, still missing Veronika a lot, kind of getting used to it though, knowing that I'll see her soon seems to take the negatives away from everything.
Oh and the fact that I started to converse with M. is one of the more refreshing things in a long while. Actually makes me feel like new person. That's an over-exaguration ofcourse but fuck it, I don't care, there's something in her that affects me in a positive way, and I haven't even fucking seen her yet. Some people you've seen many times you don't even care are there. She's the exact opposite. Life is still good, it still is, it still is.

Oh and Shining is fucking awesome.
And before I forget...cunt.