Now I know I haven't posted anything here for a month, but I guess I just didn't feel like it.

Out of boredom this thing was created and out of boredom it will continue.

Life is a neverending pile of pointless achievements that in the end will just NOT matter, that's it, there is no use in people remembering you. You're not here anymore, you're remembered, but that reminder is absolutely USELESS where you end up at. I'm not saying I don't want to live, ofcourse I do, life is awesome, but it's pointless none the less.



Did I laugh my ass off or did I laugh my ass off?

I'll probably post another review tomorrow as well, not sure yet for what album, cause I have two in mind, will probably do both of them.
Huge thanks to Dennis for introducing me to the show Real Time With Bill Maher. Probably one of the funniest political talk shows i've seen, ever.

I have to perform on thursday, thinking about it sort of freaks me out but I think of it as a good thing, I'm sure everything will go fine, I just hope there will be more and more concerts in line for us, and if anything goes as planned we can go to the studio to record our first demos in the next two weeks.

I started e-fedding again, god the nostalgia of wrestling just continues to hit me. For those of you who don't know, and I'm sure that's 100% of the fuckers who care to read my blog, an e-fed is an online fantasy wrestling promotion, that gives you the ability to create your own wrestling character, and then let's you compete in matches against other made-up wrestlers. The winners are picked of who writes the better rp-s or roleplays, which act as promos for your character. My first match is next week, god the memories.

"I don't think you'd like this salad, it has alot of lemonjuice and lemon pepper in it"
"Since when do I NOT like lemons?"
"I'm not saying that you don't like lemons"
"What the fuck are you talking about then?"

"I can't be bothered to explain"

WHAT. THE. FUCK?

PHAHAHAHAAAA:D:D

Hands of the merchandise

Fuck, this week has been just purely awesome, and mostly for the last two days. Seeing Veronika since a month or so has been quite refreshing and these two days were just fucking fantastic.
The amount of nostalgia right now is immense, just so many songs, so many jokes and so many stories. The laughter with her is different than the laughter with other people, this shit's fucking real, we should be fucking comedians. Not sexually fucking comedians, I mean, we should BE comedians, you know. Yeah.

She's sound a sleep right now and I'm sitting here, writing this blog, listening to Queen.
Good times, good times. These last two years have been, on their own, outstanding, not always positive, but most people who've known me longer, know that I've changed a lot in that space of time. Alot of that is because of her, and it's good to know somebody that special.

Time travelling is gay.

I hate Tallinn alot though, it only takes one step off the train to understand how fucking miserable this shithole is, even the cold is sadder than the cold everywhere else. And the ammount of fake this city has is depressing, everyone you see looks exactly the same but tries so hard not to. Ironic.
Not only that but the old people here are something we should start using in the military, it'd be more effective than a-bombs. They whine more than me for christs sake.

And another thing, it really takes a person from a smaller town to understand how fucking commercial all the bigger cities are, it's fucking ridiculous, everywhere you look there's a shopping mall, a mcdonalds or some other place where you can randomly spend your money at.
I'm not saying all that is really THAT bad, but still, after you've spent more than a year living in this worthless bag of shit they call our capital, you sort of get sick of all of the noise.

Back to the main topic, it's sad how things work out sometimes. I'm talking about seeing Veronika less and less ofcourse, it almost seems like unfair, ofcourse I can honestly understand that life just works out that way I guess.
We made hundreds of pictures yesterday, not bad, not bad at all.

She looks perfect, which is good when you have a camera in your hand.
To be totally honest, there really are not enough words to describe exactly what she means to me, she is and forevel will be the best friend I have ever had and that feels good.

I love you veronika.


By the way, what the fuck is going on with the snow man, seriously, is it gonna snow here all fucking year now or what? It's getting god damn moronic already. Fucking TWICE has the snow started melting and then a couple of days later it's a complete snow/shitstorm all over again, we need Bruce Willis to save us from this fucking cunt of a weather.

Blinn

I absolutely hate it when a song has a killer riff, but only for like the first 30 seconds of the song.
I mean, why would anybody waste such a good riff for just the beginning of a song and then just start boring people with what they call the song evolving, fuck you Muse and Fightstar.

Mahavok does a great job on this track with the instrumentals.

Anyway, music gets weirder and weirder lately, both in a good and in a bad way, you either hear these stupid over the top love songs on the radio that lyrically nor instrumentally do nothing but bore the fuck out of me.
But then sometimes I hear absolute genious blasting out of my speakers and it makes me just want to listen to it over and over again.

Gorillaz, Shining, Vampire Weekend, Hot Chip, Deftones and ofcourse bands like The Mars Volta and Coheed and Cambria are just pure gold to me.

All of these bands and some that I didn't name just make me want to be a part of this whole thing.

So, about the band I'm in(The Scavengers of Human Misery), when I started this blog I decided not to mention the band since I really didn't consider it important enough to mention, yet.
Now though I just have to say that I'm excited as fuck about it. We haven't really had a full on practice yet, since we don't yet have the needed equipment for it but it seems that things will change for the better in the near future.
The sound of the band is still kind of, how should I put it, raw. That's probably for the lack of both the vocals and the bass guitar, the lack of the double-bass doesn't help either.

But the three songs Henry has written are very riff-driven and very heavy, I fell in love with those riffs straight away and it's just insane how much I'd love to finally hear what the whole songs will sound like when the whole line-up is added to them.
We're also covering two songs, one of them is Vodka by Korpiklaani, we're probably not doing it as folky as Korpiklaani does it but the whole happy side of the song will stay. The other one is Disco Inferno by The Trammps.



Yes, that one.

The song, I swear to fucking god, will from the start, if we get to do any live shows, be the crowds favourite, it will bring the house down. Henry and Taavi have made the kinds of modifications to the song that it's almost as if the song is our own.

Sleazy shit.

Absolute awesomness.

The weekend was spent in Tartu again. Alice In Wonderland, disapointment after Alice In Wonderland, but otherwise good times.

Oh and Viljandi was refreshing as well, surreal, but refreshing.

World Wide Suicide

Ah well, this life has been, to this day, weird.

My views, at this world, anything really, is ever changing.

Relationshps are bad, now it seems that even though they might be bad, they'r still something I want to have a part of. BLAH.

Just watched Capitalism: A Love Story.

Now, I had socialist views before, but now I can definitely call myself a socialist, if you ask why, watch the movie and you'll understand.

Now, for some reason I've thought about the whole thing about the Big Bang Theory, it's interestong cause in my views, this theory has been in this world since the ancient greek but has just now been given the name, the Big Bang Theory.

Here's the thing. In ancient Greece the belief was that before ANYTHING, there was Chaos, who gave birth to Gaia(the mother land) who herself, gave birth to and married, Uranus(the sky).

The Big Bang Theory talks about how there was pretty much nothing until the big bang which created earth (the sky and the land).

See what I mean, it's definitely not the whole theory but the whole thought of how the world begun is pretty much the same.

I'm bored, I'm fucking bored.

M. is an interesting person, in every aspect.

Weird how life plays tricks on your mind, isn't it?

Gorillaz - Plastic Beach review

Okay, first of all, since this is my first review, please forgive me for whatever mistakes I might do here.

This album has been confusing, not just the first time I listened to it. EVERY time I listen to it.
Now the single has been absolutely perfect. The fact that they chose Stylo to be the first single is one of the best choices for a single the last 20 years. But it kind of makes it harder to view the other songs like I should after listenng to the single.

So, first off, I'm gonna review the single.
Like I said, it's seriously awesome, the whole song has this bassline going on that makes you just want to listen to it over and over, even if you don't like the rest of the song, it's just so fucking awesome.
The video is even better. Bruce Willis in ANY music video is a win in my book.

The lyrics, seriously, I haven't really pay'd attention to, the bassline is just so fucking awesome, and the power of the vocals themselves, just fucking awesome.

Now the rest of the album, not AS great, but still pretty nteresting. Interesting doesn't alway mean good.

Now, their self-titled debut was good, really good actually. Demon Days was even better. This album is misleading to say the least. There's more hip hop, which isn't always a bad thing if you do it correctly. After a few listens though, it's not a bad thing at all, this album is based on collaboration, there's only 3 Gorillaz only songs on the whole album.

Now, the whole gorillaz project has been a hit and miss kind of thing, it seems that Damon Albarn has been experimenting with the fans nerves from the first Gorillaz album on, but this is the most experimental thing he has done.

The last two albums were very experimental, but it all sort of stayed in the trip-hop universe so to say. This new album is something different. It's almost all just hip-hop, but it has a lot of trip-hop beats, wich makes you wonder what kind of an album it actually is, but after a few listens you really understand that it's just Gorillaz going crazy, and that's what I like about this album.

White Flag has some weird orchestral shit going on, after a few listens, it's like 4 monkeys going crazy on different instruments while a rapper puts lyrics on it, and that's actually whats going in most of the songs, it's interesting, sometimes frustrating, but most certainly worth to check out.

FUCK MEEEE!

It's March not May, yeah, nice braincells I got there.

Mind Eraser (No Chaser)

Indeed, it's the first of May. Snow is slowly melting away.

The weekend is close to perfect in some ways, though some people that I wanted to be there were not, it was still a very good Friday to Sunday.

One of the better supergroups in a long time.

Friday was interesting, we had plans, but those plans were quite weak. The plan was pretty much to go to ruts, check out some bands and then try to get to some party through somebody we knew.

Well, our (Me, Henry and Keijo) trip started at 3 PM, arrived at Tartu, met Erkki, Maria and Erkki's friend at Tasku, then went to ruts.

The bands were not something I'd listen to in my free time. Most of them were just your typical deathcore/metalcore bands, nothing to really pay attention to. Two bands were sort of on the lighter side of rock, the first of which was quite interesting, the other one had one of the most annoying singers in the world. Ofcourse that didn't stop me from sitting in front of the stage like I was their mascot or something.
The whole concert was quite honestly, fucking lame.

Well enough. After the concert we sort of thought about where to go and ended up at Mico's and Diana's place, probably the smartest idea we could have ever come up with. Diana and Mico are quite honestly two of the nicest people you could ever meet, and that is NOT an exaguration.

Mico was pretty much hammered from the get go, it didn't take too much time for me and the others to follow. It was a night filled with good music and good people.

Saturday was very simple, Keijo and I got tattoos, after that we wen't to this bar where we could smoke and play pool at. After that followed another night of good music and good people.

Sunday I had to leave sadly. When I got home, I wen't straight to bed. Nothing more to really add.

Some mindblowing melody from the genius Devin Townsend.

Can't believe it's May already.

Drinking cheap(but good) wine.

I fucking hate people with bad taste. I'm not talking about people who listen or watch things that I don't like. I'm talking about people who listen and watch the kinds of things that make you feel embarrassed to know them. FUCK. Who the hell in their right mind could say that Britney is a good singer or that Paris is a good actor, believe it or not, but there are people who actually think like that. Now I'd understand if little girls would think like that, and they usually do. But if you're old enough to smoke and drink, it's kind of fucked up if your favourite singer is Justin fucking Bieber and your favourite actor is Robert fucking Pattinson.

Now I do know, that everybody has their own taste in everything, but it makes me wonder, do mainstream media channels seriously have such an effect on people that they make people think that talentless people actually are talented? Okay, that was sort of a false statement since Bieber does have a good singing voice, which actually does mean he has talent, but the fact that he doesn't write his own music sort of defends my belief.
But it is weird to see a lot of people just go wild over an artist just because of his/her looks or his/her coverage in the mainstream media. The worst part about this is that whenever you make them listen to any good music or watch any good films, they immediately play it down as bullshit since it's not famous.

The best example I can bring is from a couple of years back, and now this is seriously a story I fucking loathe, the person in it such an asshole that it actually makes me sick that some people actually are so fucking dumb when it comes to their music.

Anyway, there was this guy who was very much in to electronic music, okay, some electronic music is tolerable, some is even very good, but he's the guy who is into euro-dance(Tiesto, Cascada etc.). Anyway, I played him Nirvana's "Smells Like Teen Spirit", which is quite a classic, ofcourse not the best that Nirvana has, but certainly the most popular song by them, which I hoped would make him like it. Heck no, he played it down as a moronic "hairy" music. Now, I hate when people call ANY sort of rock "hairy" music(this mostly applies in Estonian, english speaking people usually don't describe it like that). Anyway, not only did he call it hairy music, but a couple of months after that, he hear a euro-dance remix of the song on the radio and then sent it to me, and said that this is how it should've sounded like. I was fucking disgusted, okay, you listen to what you listen to, but ruining a classic like that is just fucking disrespectful.
Some people just suck so much cock.

I'd add another Bill hicks video right now, but I don't want to overuse him.

Fuck it, I'll do it anyway.

Why do all the great ones die so soon?

AAAAAA ZAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Only three people in the world would understand what the fuck that was.